現今,要寫一本故事書,相對以往來說已經容易得多。在完成 Petit Paris 系列之後,我在想或許是時候由詩集轉寫故事,一個一直也很想寫的題材:死亡。
對某些人來說,死亡可以是短暫,也可以是永遠的分離,視乎我們有沒有信仰,但始終這是一個不能避免的課題,也就是說,必須面對,只是……可以如何面對?!
小如一隻寵物,以至到一個朋友,親如家人、夫妻……所帶來的衝擊各有不同。 在我而言,至今全都經歷過,這並不等如我已經免疫,只是多一點點體會罷了!所以還是想藉著一個故事,嘗試和你一同在人生的困局中尋索一個出口。
我不懂大道理,也沒有什麼必勝的方案,只知道要麼被死亡綑綁,要麼盡力生存下去,相信後者應該會是逝者的心意。
〈忘了。忘不了〉系列的首個故事 《遇見彩虹》,當中的角色: 素素、小藍、狐狸太太、Noir……可以是你,也可以是我; 又或者是一個曾經在我們身邊擦身而過,扶過我們一把的那人。由哀傷走到釋懷,沒有人能預計得到要多久; 也沒有人擔保一定可以行到曙光的出口。
在漫長的路途當中,我們懷著跌跌蕩蕩的步伐,只要現在開始出發,終會有一天到達一個可以安竭的空間,慢慢按著自已的節奏,重新出發。
"遇見彩虹"~ meaning ' Encounter Rainbow ' if translated literally in English.
This is the first short fiction in the series " 忘了 。忘不了 (Forget-Me-Not) "
after I wrote the Petit Paris series.
In fact, "Forget-Me-Not" is the earliest series I prepared to write in 2015. But it happened that I started my writing career after the 2019 trip, and that's why it was postponed.
"遇見彩虹" in Chinese...was a response to some of my readers. You may not even know, I translated Petit Paris into Chinese, exclusively for them.
I agree it would be more direct for me to write about Death in my own language, a topic that meant a lot to me.
Death ~ we have to face it not only once, but many times in our life. Family, friend, wife & husband, or even pet...it is unavoidable, out of our control &... absolutely heartbroken.
If you believe in God, you know it's only a temporary separation; otherwise, it will be our forever loss...remains grieving.
I went through all these, but it doesn't mean I am immune except, I learned something within.
I don't have a plan & I can't tell you how long you can overcome grieving. It may take a while or longer than you expected and you may, or may not find your way out.
What I know is, we can either trapped by death or try hard to live on...which I guess, should be the preference of our beloved.
You & I could be Zozo, Bleu, Mrs Fox, Noir...the protagonist in this story; or the one who was once a companion, who is willing to walk with us on this lonely path.
Let's try together, see if there is really an exit somewhere ?!
Take your time...
Walk in your pace...
at least to start...I believe we can make it someday.
忘記鳥
Oiseau Distrait
二零二四年。夏
Summer~ August, 2024